mood: creative

"No one's there"
by Korn


You and me
We have no faces
Soon our lives they’ll be erased
Do you think they will remember?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh I wish that I could see,
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So what can it be?
No one hears me call,
Echoes back at me
No ones there.
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You’ve got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind

You and me
We have no faces
They don’t see us anymore
Without love as they had promised
And no faith for what’s in store
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So what can it be?
No one hears me call,
Echoes back at me
No ones there.
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You’ve got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind

Where are all these feelings hiding?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that I long for
Feeding me till my decline
Where are you? My soul is bleeding
I am searching am I blind?
All alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me for all time

To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You’ve got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind [x2]

mood: bitchy

music:"Blue" Eiffel 65

I've finally starting to become bored with constantly using the computer. How do I know this? I watched The Lion King three times. A disney movie held my attention for several hours. There were singing lions.

And then when I came back to my room, I didn't feel like using the computer. I actually sat down and wrote. I really haven't got any idea what'll become my newest obsession should I get off the computer kick. I guess I could hide in my basement building little model ships or something, but I don't really see an appeal in that.

Anyway, moving onto another topic.....

It was below freezing this morning. The temperature rose to a steady 28 degrees later on in the "warm" afternoon. Seriously, it being this cold and not snowing is cruel. I bet Mother Nature's just sitting in her.....nature throne, having a good laugh and saying, "That's what you get for screwing with the rainforests!". Hell hath no fury like a nature pissed.

.....okay, that sentence right there, that sounded silly.


Alright, hobby ideas:

1. Start a collection of something
2. Swimming at the indoor pool.
3. Writing
4. Reading
5. Figuring out if it is indeed possible to actually build a model of a fighter jet.
6. Discovering why my "heater" blows air that is the same temperature as outside.


Of course, should I actually find some sort of hobby, a tricky task I would have to accomplish would be getting my mother to stop nagging me long enough to do anything.
Seriously, every two minutes there is something she has to ask, something she wants to check on, she wants my opinion on something, a scolding she wants to give.



Note to self: Removable tattoos are not that easy to remove.